I SWEAR I LAUGH AT THIS EVERY TWO SECONDS
This is my favorite post of all time.
I LOVE YOU
its like you are flying the TARDIS
OMG I LOVE YOU!
THAT IS SO INCREDIBLY ADDICTIVE. 0_0
I just figured out you can make it spin! Hehehehehe I’m flying the TARDIS! <3
Nothing last forever, and you should cherish the people in your life everyday because bad things happen and sometimes you don’t have a chance to say goodbye or go back in time. one day when i’m gone, will you regret all the time you didn’t spend with me? will you miss all the conversations we never had? Will you remember what i even looked like in my last days? I can only give you so many chances, offers to spend time with me. I get it, your at that age when you hate everything in the world, nothing makes sense, and you just want to be left alone. I was there once and I wish i could go back in time and earn back all those years but lucky for me I came to my senses. I worry a lot, about us. I don’t know how to reach out to you and it kills me. You shut yourself away because your scared to know the truth, or at least thats what mom says. That you cry when i’m away at the hospital. I want to believe her but how can that be true if you go days without speaking to me. I even miss fighting with you, at least then we would talk even if it was between punches and screaming. The last time we hugged was on christmas day and i literally had to wrestle you to the floor for it, before that i don’t think we have hugged in years. I’m at a loss for words towards you. Is this my punishment? For taking up all of moms time, leaving less for you? For all those years i didn’t appreciate you growing up? What about all those times you would copy everything I did because you wanted to be just like me? I would freak out, why would you want to be like me, i was sick. I envied to be you so i forced you to become your own person and now i fear i messed up. I should have embraced your idolization. Every little sister should have a big sister to watch over her, guide her, protect her. I always loved you though, and I still do. Im scared, i don’t think i’ve ever been this scared in my life. I don’t know what the future holds but i can hear the unspoken words. And there is that awful phrase “There is only so much we can do”. Nobody every wants to hear that. I need you, I need my little sister, who has grown up so much, and to fast. I want to tell you its okay even if i have to lie, but how can i if you wont event ask the question. You never have, ever. Come to think of it we have never spoken about any of it ever. i’m not sure if thats a good or bad thing. But you have never told me that i’ll be okay and maybe that’s it. Maybe that what i’m searching for from you. after 15 long years maybe i just need to hear those words to motivate myself. It’s sad, and i try to not think about it but it eats away at me each day. I miss you and i want us to be okay.
doctor who meme: four brotps [3/4] → Ten x Jack Harkness.