sanity’s overrated anyways.
picture the most traumatic experience you’ve gone through during your lifetime && then after almost two years your finally ok && you’ve moved past it && done EVERYTHING to block out all the memories. && THEN relive the whole thing. yea welcome to my life.
hahaha . oh me.
when words fail, music speaks.
It was a little over two years ago and i was in the same situation i am in now. Brand new lungs and recovering. I was so scared considering it was my first time. I was depressed and frustrated and in pain and idk. scared. i was just scared. even though everything was okay and I was okay i was still scared. and you texted me everyday telling me it would be okay. i would be okay and i was such an inspiration to you. It was snowing like crazy. Worst blizzard we had seen all winter. You were willing to drive the two hours to come see me no matter how dangerous it was. I was able to talk you out of it but just the fact that you were willing to come all this way meant so much. you were an amazing friend. Now im in the same situation and for some reason im brave and i know its cause your looking down on me from heaven. and no matter what happens i will keep fighting because thats what you would have wanted me to. your brother spoke about you tonight at an event and i wish i could have been there to hear him. you would have been so proud of him. i know i am.
